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And the Hallelujah Chorus.... [04 Dec 2009|04:29pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

My responsiblities next semester just QUARTERED.

I could tweet I'm so happy/excited/ESTATIC!


And then I woke and remember I have to finish the semester....^^;

Aw, look at Midna's creepy happy face~~ Perfect description to fit the mood right now~

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[30 Nov 2009|09:19pm]
[ mood | moody ]

why.
is.
our.
program.
GONE!???????

How do you lose 8 files and a couple hundred lines of code!????

fml

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[23 Nov 2009|01:17am]
superstressed
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[20 Nov 2009|07:11pm]
[ mood | drained ]

start

Exhausted. Headache. Worked 6 hours for Dept. Now 7 hours for Work. And I can only work from Starbucks and the music is REALLY loud. cries. indefinitely.

if stops
end loop.
else
continue.

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[16 Nov 2009|12:58am]
Any tips on how to get rid of creepers?
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[15 Nov 2009|01:19pm]
F*** TSP.
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Randomness...long randomness... [13 Nov 2009|11:37am]
[ mood | blank ]

So this week was crazy. >_>; I had 4 big tests (2 midterms, 2 tri-terms (we do three biggies in a semester x-x) in 4 classes, homework due in one in addition to a programming project in the same class (with one of the midterms), and thank God that my AI class had both of its projects pushed back to Wed. Most of it was over by Tues, but I was so exhausted that it made studying for Econ and getting the Homework done for Discrete math Wednesday nite TAIHEN.
Meh. I've survived...

Depression scale: 2. So happy. :) I've been doing good not taking my happy pills, but I'm still a bit concerned about relapses. THE WORST. Hence, I need to get my prescription refilled T-T I needed to do it Wed, but, well, I was a little "busy." x_x;

Going home in 2.5 weeks and I'm already almost booked. I'm not complaining---I'm excited to have so many people to see---but I hope I get to see everyone...so far, my "priority queue" is manageable just yet...

Anything else new with me? Hmm...new stalker I think. Creepy email related x.x I forgot to feed Piggles the night before last, and he cleared out all his crumbs from his food bowl--I know he's not starving, but I feel really bad...he's not that big and losing a day of food is bad for anyone. ;.; *guilt rock*

Playing Majora's Mask. Again. :D

And...work's going good. Got another job offer pending. I have to give an answer by next Friday. I'm really excited to have work lined up and all, but I still don't know if that's what I want to do...I want to go back to school still...I guess I might be waiting a couple years?

*le sigh* Dunno. What are you guys up to? Rachel, Tom, Misty, Anthony? I know where Nikki and Karo are right now…funny, they are half across the world and I still see them more online to talk to x3 That being said, they are good pouncers…*nods*

Looking forward to convincing Rachel she should visit for, oh, a week or so. Maybe I'll even cook for her. :3

Hmm...I bet if I pay more of electric bill in Dec. it will be okay. Which, come to think of it, we still haven't gotten yet. Ever. Then again, November isn't over yet and Oct. and Sept. was paid. Hmm...

So yeah. Randomness. Looking forward to a few days in Joliet (provided I get time with peeps ♥).

Misty and Anthony---please feel free to visit too! I'll find some way to make it worth your while.....>D Mwahaha.

Anyways...I still have to projects to do this weekend. Uber stress~~~~ Very busy x.x and Then we have project deadlines at work! Doesn't it ever end? (No, and no. FYI)

Rachel, I think I'm going to email you my schedule. *nods* I need to book some time with you. And check your voicemail...I found it as I was walking out the door this morning...so much for phones being used to get a hold of people.

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[07 Nov 2009|04:20pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

So I remembered the interview but forgot to meet with the advisor. Whoops. Gotta sign up again.

Mon: Stat's Test #2
Tues: Automata "Quiz" #2
Tues: Discrete Math Midterm
Thurs: Econ Test #2

Tues: Discrete Program #2
Thurs: EC Homework #1
Thurs: Prolog
Thurs: TSP Program

Work:
6 4 hours of make up work from last week.

T_T

Updated: 11.13.09

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[04 Nov 2009|11:14am]
[ mood | amused ]

So, here's my schedule:

Thur. 2:20 meet with History Advisor to equivilate HIST44 with HIST103
Fri. 5:00-6:00  Interview for full time job even though I can't accept because I'm working right now
  -- It's politics. Strictly. 

Anyways, I'm terrified I'm going to forget one or all of them.

Signed up for classes though...

HMWK:
Dr. Krish's Program
Dr. Krish's HMWK
Dr. Krish's Test
AI Prolog Program
AI TSP Program x 5
Tues Quiz *coughtestcough* with Zeiger.  Hmhm.  Busy busy busy.

I'm not stressed.

YET. d(^o^)v

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[28 Oct 2009|10:03pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Rachel E: I have to keep my tv volume on an even number, computer volume, anything that has numbers, it has to be even.
Me: I know, we've had this discussion before.  But the primes! They are the worst--not only are they ODD, they aren't common with anything but 1, another odd.  
Rachel: I know! But I've found a way to rationalize this--
Me: Yeah, they are divisible.
Rachel E: Yes, but that only works for people like us.  For normal people....

*cracks with laughter*

Ah, that made my nite.

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[28 Oct 2009|01:11pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

hello world how are you doing today I am quite full but am rather ambivalent about resuming my project it is rather tedious an d I would not mind it so much if there was more detail to some of these.  Then again, that is the beauty of it, for some of them are so simple they fly by and are crossed off my list.  lists keep growing and appearing and i wish i could pause them for a while  i say that a lot  i wish i could pause time right now...get everything done, learn something new, spend more time with visiting friends and family, it is rather exasperating at times how fast life goes  already this semester is half over  why?   and why did i not double major in something more useful or less antagonizing  i still cannot believe the audacity i have been greeted with, or what little respect i had that was lost  i will not be getting recommendations from my second major  i am not sure if i even consider it important anymore  i kind of wish i had graduated with out it, just to spite them, and then attained a proficiency that would put them to shame, and put in on my own merits and those of friends who helped me  not them  not them who are so, so  stringent    nothing good came of it   i knew that   i should have known from the start   i am sorry but i will not brown nose for something have not only worked extremely hard for, but rightfully earned according to university rules and regulations

then, why does it still plague me?

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[28 Oct 2009|11:24am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Straw draining my coffee cup ]

Christina needs a bigger coffee cup. (Facebook status update). Thus, 3rd person.


I reallllly hate getting up every half hour for more water, coffee, hot water for tea, liquid in general.....so annoying x.x

And it makes me look lazy.

Now I know why they are paying me decently...their projects are mendokusai wa.

Mecha. x_x

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[23 Oct 2009|02:14pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Frothy-yumminess ]

Christina just figured out how to make a chai latte at work.

YES.


Oh, does anyone want to come visit me? :3 Preferably over a break~~

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[19 Oct 2009|01:29pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Num num num~~

My pepper and bean stew is more like minestrone...without the noodles. :3

Num num~

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[14 Oct 2009|09:16pm]
[ mood | amused ]

So, a friend on Facebook had this posted. And I had to share.

The original link is under the cut:


Ladies, ever feel a bit...underestimated? )

Ah yes. I'm greatly amused.

[Edit] So! Further research determines that this is a satrical piece from the NY Times. Haha. Drawn by a female. So that's why the doctor is trying to fix a teddy bear...^^

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[12 Oct 2009|11:48am]
[ mood | numb ]

i never thought i could cry without tears. yeah, i'm being melodramatic.

本当に、「またね」と言いたいんだけど、「さよなら」そうです。

Why am I so cowardly?

Why did I wait so, so long...

I hope I really am just overreacting.


Walked the world over to find you.

Found you.

And left.

WHY.

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[09 Oct 2009|10:39pm]
On a scale of 1 to 10, today was a BAD day.
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[02 Oct 2009|10:22am]
[ mood | groggy ]

So, webbie is only going okay, but I have an internship now which keeps me super busy. I'm getting tired of reading through all the documentation for the program I am going to spend the next 7 months debugging, but hopefully Monday I'll start making test cases and then time should fly. The drive is long though...at about 40 minutes into it, I get really sleepy, which is really scary, esp. since there are no good pull-off locations. So frustrating! Nothing works, opening my windows, turning my music up, turning it off, eating, drinking, putting my face to the cold window, turning on the air conditioning, hitting my leg, I can't think of anything that I didn't try. I'm worried about going home today...I've got to make up time for Wed. so I was planning on staying an extra hour. *sigh* Say a prayer for me if you have the chance, kk?

On the flip side, classes are going surprisingly well, which probably has something to do with the fact that all five of my classes are, oh, 75% math and its applications. So, while a challenge, a doable one. I feel pretty confident going into October. I have a sizable amount of homework to get done this weekend, plus cleaning and grocery shopping (neeeed), so I need to stay motivated. Plus, I think I could use some crunchers and DDR...working/going to school 14 hour days I have time to eat sleep and drink but not exercise, and I hate /feeling/ out of shape. I don't mind /being/ out of shape, but when stuff shows up that wasn't there before I get a little upset. That being said, I'm not so out of breath when I climb to the fifth floor~

Hmm..I know I need to get my 314 math homework done tonight, but all I want to do is go home and sleep, clean, or go on my computer and laze and graze. So tired. Argh. I don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything here and really want to go home and do stuff. I'd even work at home. I just want to /be/ at home.

Oh, and the papers. I need to get the grade spreadsheet updated for next week. And, sometime this weekend, get to the bank to drop off my pay check and pay my bill. The electric bill /still/ hasn't come yet, so I'm a bit worried, but I really don't have anyway to check it. Bleh.

Life is good. God is good. And I'm want to check out the church behind our apartment building Sunday. They have normal and late services :3 So I can sleep in~~ (to 7:30, when I wake up like clockwork x.x)

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[12 Sep 2009|09:20pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

So I am starting my webbie today. I plan on finishing at least the basic layout before I hit the sack. It's a pity I don't have internet yet at home....this'll all be by hand gahh

maybe nvu wouldn't be such a bad idea after all....but windows is so much easier to do it on...so, maybe not. Meh. I'll figure it out later.

I've got to get out of starbucks....annoying ichi-nensei nihongo no gakusei ga iru kara

saaaaaa. (x.x); I hope I was never that desparate or...strange sounding. Okay, off my high-horse and back home.

Ciao~~

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[11 Sep 2009|09:36am]
[ mood | excited ]

Life is happy. First week of school is done, and I have a study group today. I've gotten rid of my extra hours at work, and life is very, very happy. I will be content.


Now I need to start massive studying for the JLPT Level 2 and perhaps a bit for the GRE. Working on my website, and will be looking for a host in a few months. Hopefully, I can get multiple sub-addresses so I can have a personal and professional one. OR one that I experiment on and one I don't. :3

My goal is to be more diligent on here, and spend my time effectively and most efficiently this summer.

I'm talking with peeps as I write this so it's mumblejumblexdhehehe.

Going home next weekend for glasses!! (If they're in) ^^

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